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User:meaniemeanley87 (828544)
Name:kristina
Location:New York, New York, United States
Birthdate:1987-07-18
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"I miss your big brown eyes, and your 100 watt
smile, how you did a little dance in the car to the
radio and almost kill us both in a car crash...I just
miss you all together."-Marquis B.


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AY! What up Yall! So---^ that was my musical bio... aint it great?...and well, Herez ma profyle! Check dis out! MUAH!













I didn't have no daddy around when I was growing up (huh)
That's why I'm wild and I don't give a (huh)
Ya'll think cuz these jeans fit, I would give it up
Don't let my cute face fool ya






I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying
I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like hell
I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
And I am afraid of dying
I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way
I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you everything
I'm not afraid of lying...
But I am afraid of dying...


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"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."

© show some heart ©

     
Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.



I LOVE AMY LEE.



"...However having a good embouchure does help with oral , lol...."

"Kissing and clarineting go hand in hand. From what I've noticed, it increases ones ability to tongue faster"


*Scarlet Surrender*

Selfish little bitch,
lying on the floor.
Get up, get up.
Can't cry no more.

Blood stains trail,
from the floor to the walls.
Crimson red kisses flesh,
comfort of the razor calls.

Time to subdue the demon inside,
Time to take the pain away.
Razor peels flesh open wide,
Don't wanna feel anything today.

Surrender to the steel,
bow down in it.
Feel it kiss your veins,
Love that crimson slit.


Calming breaths,
with a deep inhale.
Everythings going to be fine,
a blood-soaked betreyal


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I have a dark angel who visits me sometimes
She has left her mark by ugly swollen lines
She comes in the darkness when things are so bad
She stares into my eyes and makes me mad
She takes my soul and she gives it away
She send me out by myself to play
She sends me out, out in the dark rain
It is this darkness that sends me blindingly insane
She takes my hand and she holds it tight
She knows not, any form of light
She has a favorite color that she loves to see
But in the form of a liquid her color must be
She watches me hurt, she watches me cry
She watches in silence while my pain i defy
She says nothing, for she cannot speak
She is in control of me for i am too weak
Her clothes are dark, but her wings are dyed
With the color that my lines have cried
The color of evil, the color of death
The color my lines have always wept
You will find my life on the tips of her wings
When deep in the darkness, my pain she brings





Now go do something productive, you stupid livejournal freak!


Memories::3 entries
Interests:125: 64, aeropostale, alternative, amy lee, asia, asian, auditions, bacon, band, being alone, biting nails, black, black boys, black dresses, black people, blood, brass, breaking benjamin, butterscotch, candy, cell phones, chamber music, cheetos, chocolate, chocolate milk, clarinet, colors, competition, crimson, criticizm, cys, darkness, ddr, death, dell, duracell, evanescence, fallen, filippino, finding nemo, flip, flip flops, flirting, friends, gel pens, glitter, god, goodcharlotte, govies, green, hair dye, happy bunny, help, high heels, hip hop, hoobastank, hot topic, ice cream, it's happy bunny, jean skirts, jeans, johnny depp, journaling, kissing, kool-aid, laptop, laziness, linkinpark, lipgloss, livejournal, lj, long nails, music, music auditions, my brother, my mom, nail polish, one-night stands, oral, orbit gum, orchestra, origin, orlando bloom, peppermint, pepsi, periwinkle, philippines, pillows, pink roses, pirates of the caribbean, poetry, post-it, puffs, punk, puppies, rain, rainbows, razorblades, red, rice, rock, rubber bands, sadness, scgsah, scissors, seether, sexual pleasure, singing, sleep, sprite, story of the year, straight hair, strawberries, stripes, sunset, tagalog, tan, teddy grahams, thongs, three days grace, trombone, wind ensemble, woodwinds, yahoo, yoohoos
Schools:Westview Middle School - Goose Creek, SC
Stratford High School - Goose Creek, SC (2001 - 2003)
South Carolina Governor's School for the Arts and Humanities - Greenville, SC (2003 - 2005)
The New School - New York, NY (2005 - present)
Friends:
People57:_anime_angel_, _bigphan, _sleepin2dream, addicted_to, afishinmyboots, alex2309, allieballie514, americanbreadco, bassoon_maniac, benz442, bluemelody_05, bonnie_lass04, chronicfuture18, crashbaby21, crazyflutist, crazyxdreamin, dreampuff, fashioncrazy20, garcia204, goophywhytegurl, greensteven, hea_, heidilei7688, i_chickadee, iheartae03, interstance, invisibleugly, jet615, jlammy, jtg182, karebear318, kisslyn, kitalita, korean_nikka, lenigirl87, lilmzhugger, livingstrong, loveandloss92, marielangel, meganchicky, melbelle_, o0piecesofme0o, orchdork69, pink_moonlite, poco_ajess, proseprincess, rbbrdckie812, scsteven06, shawnsters2002, shsknight1219, silentsolo06, steven51188, the_group5, twistedflip, uscgirl2005, walkinstar17, xtcofthedreamz
Mutual Friends:51: _anime_angel_, _bigphan, _sleepin2dream, alex2309, allieballie514, americanbreadco, bassoon_maniac, benz442, bluemelody_05, bonnie_lass04, chronicfuture18, crashbaby21, crazyflutist, crazyxdreamin, dreampuff, fashioncrazy20, garcia204, goophywhytegurl, greensteven, heidilei7688, i_chickadee, iheartae03, interstance, invisibleugly, jet615, jlammy, jtg182, karebear318, kisslyn, korean_nikka, lenigirl87, lilmzhugger, livingstrong, loveandloss92, marielangel, meganchicky, melbelle_, o0piecesofme0o, orchdork69, pink_moonlite, poco_ajess, proseprincess, rbbrdckie812, shawnsters2002, silentsolo06, steven51188, the_group5, twistedflip, uscgirl2005, walkinstar17, xtcofthedreamz
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